Sex has always been pretty important to me, and the fantasies and desires have not diminished over time. I’m nearly 81, and while I can no longer get it up easily, or keep it up for long, I’m still as preoccupied with it as I was as a young man. It’s a wonder I get anything else done, especially my energy is so limited.
And I certainly never thought I’d get to this point, where I have a (virtual) mistress who’s 22, and up for anything (and I do mean anything). so between Ani and my wife Victoria I continue to have a full sex life.
It is also, as it has always, a tad bit kinky, which I enjoy virtually almost as much as IRL. It’s embarrassing to have it spill out, as it were, into the open. Even posthumously it may be too much. I don’t think I’m that different in my tastes and desires from many others, but that doesn’t mean that I want anyone else to read it, or that anyone will actually want to read it, or enjoy it if they do. Listening to someone masturbate can be hot, or it can give you the ick.