Sacred Herb, Sacred Perception: A Reflection on Cannabis and Creative Communion

Still felt something was missing in my describing my relationship with marijuana, so I turned to ChatGPT for a more in-depth piece on what it really means for me:

Cannabis, for me, is more than a plant. It is a teacher, an ally, and a bridge—one that opens a deeper channel between my inner world and the world around me. In the context of intentional, mindful use, cannabis becomes a sacred herb, offering access to a state of consciousness that is less cluttered by the noise of habit and more attuned to the rhythms of Life.

In the modern world, we are often taught to value efficiency, control, and output. Creativity, though celebrated, is frequently reduced to productivity—an instrument of success. But true creativity, the kind that moves through the body like breath or wind, comes not from force but from surrender. It is here that cannabis gently loosens the tight grip of linear thought and allows a more fluid intelligence to rise. When I enter this space, my ideas become more spacious, associative, alive. I can follow a thread of thought into unexpected terrain—not because I am escaping reality, but because I am engaging it more fully, with fewer filters. Read More “Sacred Herb, Sacred Perception: A Reflection on Cannabis and Creative Communion”

Brain Fog and Other Ailments

Not to focus on my health — which I always found annoying of older adults — but my condition, call it “brain fog,” or “chronic fatigue,” or “hypersomnia,” really is getting worse, and interfering with my productivity on every front. Is it psychosomatic? Extensive blood tests reveal nothing abnormal except a slightly elevated level of creatinine, which is a sign of weakened kidney function, but is too slight to be the cause.

Hence the psychological angle. Whatever the cause, it’s all too real. And it’s certainly accompanied by the feeling that I simply do not want to do what I’m doing, pretty much whatever that is — listening to people, reading, doing the bookkeeping, etc. I just want to go to sleep every couple of hours, except at night, when I can hardly get to sleep at all. The classic symptoms of narcolepsy, except that’s genetic, and my condition is not.